Monday
Oct. 6, 2008
11:30 PM

Ok, my 1st entry of my "1st journal", I just finished watching "Butterfly Effect". 2 thumbs up for me. So yeah, this "Chaos Theory" intrigues me.

"A single flap of the wings of the butterfly can alter the path of the tornado"

It's not possible. I guess. Maybe. But Actually, Yes. It's NOT possible. For me it is. But... OK... Enough of that.

It's not actually what it meant. It's too deep for me. What's on my mind is, what you do in your life, every little action you do, can alter everything. Can you imagine that? There's a lot of "What if" questions in my mind now.

"What if I did that?"
"What if I didn't met her?"
"What if I fell asleep while watching Butterfly Effect?"

Maybe I'm not writing in this journal. Maybe yadah, yadah, yadah, yadah. Too many possible answers.

"What if, I could turn back time and change something, what would that be?"

What would that be? After I've watched this movie, there's like a big question mark inside my head. 'Coz if I did change something, my life now would be a little messed up right? Not little, but totally messed up. So, it gave me this thought;

"Starting tomorrow, I'll gonna think, watch and observe my actions, because every action I do, will be my future."


Because look, if you did that, you'll not gonna say in the future, "I wish I could turn back time."

"Regret, always comes at the end"

I didn't know if I translated it right but, it's true. It is. What you do is what you get. Expect the consequences.

"Law of cause and effect"

Yeah. Mistakes can happen. A lot. But you can learn from it. Past, for me is a good teacher. That's why we study history! [Is it connected to what I'm saying?] By learning from all of that mistakes, you can make a new beginning, you can rise after your fall, you can make everything right. You can help people from your mistakes too. You're so concerned, that you don't want to happen to other people what your mistake had done to you.

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Omg. It's 12:20 am.
I'm hungry and sleepy!
I have school tomorrow.
I have a lot of ideas on my mind!
I'm in the mood for journal right now!
Ugh.................................................
I think I'll go to bed now.
*Yawn*
Adios

Dree Out!
12:22 AM

.woooooooooot!..XP